Senin, 24 Desember 2007

LimKokWing?

Yea, here I am then, at Limkokwing university, Malaysia.
Meeting bunch of new friends, new environment, multiracial—from Botswana, Nigeria, Iran, Arabic, Mongolia, Kazakhstan, Malaysia, Brunei, India, Botsnia, Australia, Phillipines, Thailand, China, still a lot la.. n of course, Indonesia (lots of Indonesian in Malaysia lo..)!! new, new, everything’s new here.. adaptation..

Hmm.. ok, what I remember for now is the words.. Aiyaa… Lots of people using bad words.. (s**t!, d**n!, f**k!, a***ng!,.. etc).. euh.. no offense, but last time, in my friendhood (new word again eh, hope u can understand,lol), I’m not used to it.. I mean, it’s a way that u can release ur tension, but… don’t u have any more sincere way?? Hearing those words just keep me in high tension, like sometimes then I become used to it and feel like wanna use it.. but come on.. when u face a problem u shouldn’t keep complaining n spitting bad words,. U should by then keep strong, struggle, n find a way out, isn’t it? One time, my friend, know me not using those words, hearing me say ”The internet is d**n slow..” (OMG, in my heart I say.. “Oops.. I say it..”).. Then she said.. A Verina saying d**n?? Uaa.. feel very bad about it then,. So, not saying bad words is 1 good point, n I wanna keep my light shine on it, and in addition I think God wanna teach me about patient this time.. hohoho.. so, 39, God^^

Now, it’s about lesson at skewl (read: school—by Chantelle).. O yeeaa.. I’m only studying drawing and design the whole semester… OoOoOoooo… very really far from what I’ve been learning in highschool (science?!?)… If at highschool u can study and workhard 2 get a nice score.. now, what?!? I’m nobody here, my work is only ordinary work, I think.. A lot of people is very talented and of course, produce better works than me.. well,.. Sometimes I feel fed up n feelin wanna quit.. like this isn’t the right path for me.. I’m not so into this art things.. sob.. like I’m doing trash. But yea.. let’s see what happened later.. the semester report’ll be sent,.. n let’s see what I’ve got.. since.. God has put me here right??

O yea, let me tell u bit with the final project I’ve got.. In the beginning.. the process was difficult.. Got rejected over and over again.. so tired.. till one day I realized.. I couldn’t make it without Him.. So I prayed n let him get over the control of my team.. Though then we still felt difficulties.. got rejected.. but one thing for sure, I’m makin this for God.. and He will direct and be with us all the way. Though through the process I spent from 10 a.m till 7 p.m at school, then later at night still got discussion till late night.., sometimes mate not coming to help, no worry.. coz He’s the one who gave me strength. Finally, at presentation day.. I’d like to say.. while some other group may got shot by questions, we went through it smoothly.. When it finished,. All of us feel so happy and relieved, thanks God!! Just remember on Proverbs 3 : 4 – in everything you do, put God first, and He will direct you and crown your efforts with success.. Yeah!

So.. think that’s all I can write for now,,.. Yet, the future is still murky, unseen,,. But whatever awaits me then.. I believe God has plan the best future for me.. and I’ll walk with Him,. Thanks 4 reading, God bless!! C u on next blog^^

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