Kamis, 05 Juni 2008

AAAARGH

my external hard disk has just fall down.

it becomes broken.

cant b used.

AAAARRGH!!!
June 6th, 2008.
Middle in the night, I’m writing. Stumbled, I try to wake up. Coz I don’t know where I’m heading. I think now what I’m thinking are :
- I’m not sure if multimedia really is my way.
- Coz I don’t have enough of the talent?
- Coz I’m not creative enough.
- Coz this thing emphasize more on skill
- My brain is more capable to do other lefty things.
- My other talents better, wasted.
- See my high school results.
- I can just take short course for this.
- It doesn’t value anymore if I can’t go Japan/USA.
- Can’t learn enough here.
- Not maximizing myself
- Frustrating environment.
- Limkokwing is not good.
- I barely learn anything in 1 year.
- My brain’s not filled up and freeze. Empty.
- Pity my body. Sleep late.
- Only slacking. Lost motivation.
- I started to think I don’t really want this.
- Started to think those visual things are just visual, not real, only for fun.
- Not really useful.
- Unclear prospect.
- Low salary.
- I want to do something really having more impact in environment.
- I can do architects, economics, maths, engineer, but why this.
- Can I really help the poor ones with this?
All things are just feeling up my brain.
Feel headache.
Sad.
Help me get out of my brain and make REAL decision.
Ah.