LimKokWing?

Yea, here I am then, at Limkokwing university, Malaysia.
Meeting bunch of new friends, new environment, multiracial—from Botswana, Nigeria, Iran, Arabic, Mongolia, Kazakhstan, Malaysia, Brunei, India, Botsnia, Australia, Phillipines, Thailand, China, still a lot la.. n of course, Indonesia (lots of Indonesian in Malaysia lo..)!! new, new, everything’s new here.. adaptation..

Hmm.. ok, what I remember for now is the words.. Aiyaa… Lots of people using bad words.. (s**t!, d**n!, f**k!, a***ng!,.. etc).. euh.. no offense, but last time, in my friendhood (new word again eh, hope u can understand,lol), I’m not used to it.. I mean, it’s a way that u can release ur tension, but… don’t u have any more sincere way?? Hearing those words just keep me in high tension, like sometimes then I become used to it and feel like wanna use it.. but come on.. when u face a problem u shouldn’t keep complaining n spitting bad words,. U should by then keep strong, struggle, n find a way out, isn’t it? One time, my friend, know me not using those words, hearing me say ”The internet is d**n slow..” (OMG, in my heart I say.. “Oops.. I say it..”).. Then she said.. A Verina saying d**n?? Uaa.. feel very bad about it then,. So, not saying bad words is 1 good point, n I wanna keep my light shine on it, and in addition I think God wanna teach me about patient this time.. hohoho.. so, 39, God^^

Now, it’s about lesson at skewl (read: school—by Chantelle).. O yeeaa.. I’m only studying drawing and design the whole semester… OoOoOoooo… very really far from what I’ve been learning in highschool (science?!?)… If at highschool u can study and workhard 2 get a nice score.. now, what?!? I’m nobody here, my work is only ordinary work, I think.. A lot of people is very talented and of course, produce better works than me.. well,.. Sometimes I feel fed up n feelin wanna quit.. like this isn’t the right path for me.. I’m not so into this art things.. sob.. like I’m doing trash. But yea.. let’s see what happened later.. the semester report’ll be sent,.. n let’s see what I’ve got.. since.. God has put me here right??

O yea, let me tell u bit with the final project I’ve got.. In the beginning.. the process was difficult.. Got rejected over and over again.. so tired.. till one day I realized.. I couldn’t make it without Him.. So I prayed n let him get over the control of my team.. Though then we still felt difficulties.. got rejected.. but one thing for sure, I’m makin this for God.. and He will direct and be with us all the way. Though through the process I spent from 10 a.m till 7 p.m at school, then later at night still got discussion till late night.., sometimes mate not coming to help, no worry.. coz He’s the one who gave me strength. Finally, at presentation day.. I’d like to say.. while some other group may got shot by questions, we went through it smoothly.. When it finished,. All of us feel so happy and relieved, thanks God!! Just remember on Proverbs 3 : 4 – in everything you do, put God first, and He will direct you and crown your efforts with success.. Yeah!

So.. think that’s all I can write for now,,.. Yet, the future is still murky, unseen,,. But whatever awaits me then.. I believe God has plan the best future for me.. and I’ll walk with Him,. Thanks 4 reading, God bless!! C u on next blog^^

so then..

So, then??

Ok,here’s where I’m applying to :
1. Nanyang Technological University, Singapore (Art n Media, Engineering): waiting, then rejected
2. National University of Singapore (Architecture, Engineering): Rejected
3. Singapore Management University (Bussiness informatics,Management, Economy): Accepted, Bridging Programme
4. Asian Pacific University (APU), Japan (either management or health,life,n environmental science): Accepted, 65% scholarship
5. Bandung Institute of Technology (ITB) (Industrial, Civil&Environmental Enggineering): Accepted
6. Limkokwing University, Malaysia (Creative Multimedia): Accepted—got 5000RM discount each year
7. Monbukagakusho(Computer Graphic)—Japan Education Ministries Scholarship : Rejected
Actually, I also wanna apply to Canada n New Zealand.. but yaa.. later not.. dunno why..

Lol, a lot n diverse, eh?

Then, to think over n over again, what is the purpose of life? Yea, that’s what I should follow.. Then, after lots of.. tears(lie,lie,lol), thinking, suffering(no la.. kidding.. just wanna extreme-izing (haha, what word is this?)) Ya, God has put in my heart that this, my whole life is only for Him, to make Him happy, to share His love throught my life. Look at newspaper, lots of think happened, the poverty, the war, the environmental problem, etc,. are we only gonna be viewer only can complain, or we’re the actor? Do what we can to contribute to solve the problem.. Mother Teresa is a very good role model for me, may be I can’t do as great as she did, but I’ll have my own way.

When it comes to the time, surely then, it comes to me that the answer is through media, I can spread the message, so we can hold on together to solve the problems.. By then, I finally come to Malaysia.. But for real, I also sometimes still doubt.. why all of sudden I take multimedia,. Is it really can solve the problem, why don’t I just become president then if I wanna do such things.. study social, management, business.. or what.. So far from science.. I by now only learn design, art, drawing, etc.. My science and math knowledge has floating away by then.. If u ask me know.. I’ll b just a dumb at those subjects.. People say it’s a waste for me who can learn science and math well to learn such artistic things.. well.. I don’t know… but here I am, in the path God has chosen for me…

Mm,.. almost forgot 1 more thing!! The most hurting rejection I felt is from the Monbuka.. I’ve been wanting this scholarship since long time.. I’ve studied so hard.. Computer Graphic has always been what I want, what I’ve been dreaming of.. I’ve really put in my heart that God’ll give me this.. I’ve prayed all long… I waited so long for the announcement.. I don’t know then.. to think over it again… I just.. feel sad.. .sad. feel like He has ruined my dream. Even until know I still believe that God’ll give me that scholarship. But then, when God says no? I’ll just put all into His hand.. All back to Him..

University, eh?

Well, think I should have written this since long time ago, but well, anyway, I’ll just write now.
God. All begin with Him.

I finished my high school.. in a way.. ya.. I’d like to say good marks, high score to most of people.. not to boast, but all because of God’s kindness, of course. FYI : I’m takin science, and I like math^^ (joined in math competiton team at school and feel sad when leaving it,..) heehee… Well, it’s fun where in science u learned things happened around u, why and how.. with all the complicated formula, bla bla bla.. quite ok, just sometimes u may feel fed up with it.. since I think what we learned at school just too emphasizing at theory and calculation.. whereas on the other hand, better understand the application (the why and how) … Ya, this’s just my opinion anyways..

So.. I started applying to universities la.. That time, I just really confused of what should I learn.. Since I have science background, I thought engineering courses should be nice.. and moreover, I wanna get a bachelor of science or bachelor of engineering instead.. Since then, I’ve concerned bout environment, so I thought environmental engineering, eh? Or other engineering la.. since I thought I wanna made environmentally friendly engine^^

Whereas, as another plan, I’d also like the computer stuff,, the animation, and so on, working in Pixar has been my dream for long,.. hm…

Otherwise, architecture? Building buildings should be nice, like I play in the Sims, lol..

Also, business, eh? How u business, the CSR (((Corporate Social Responsibility)—I saw Honda made a good example of this one,. But on the other hand, they’re cars, motorcycles.. manufacturers!! Contributed a lot la to global warming..)), the working field u create, etc, u can contribute to the economy.. thus help the poor ones..

See… there’s so lot of what I want and being me is very confusing la..

Yuuhuuu… lalalala… Mm… Hello^^” Okaay..
Here I am, writing my first blog,, in English, eh? Ok la.. wanna practice my English..
Just tell me anyway if there’s any grammatical, vocabularitical ((?)—new word!! Lol..) error, etc, which most probably u’ll find a lot here,, lol.. So sorry if due to the errors u can’t understand well,.. mm.. just told me if it happens, ok? O yea, also I think lately my vocabulary hasn’t increasing, or even decreasing.. OMG.. so if u find anything can replace my words here, just feel free to tell me, kay?
39..(san-kyu=thank you=thanks!!)

Mm.. Ya, I’m writing this in the middle of semester break of my first semester in the university since I have lot of free time then. So, now the date is 24th of December 2007…

Yeah, tomorrow’s Christmas already, eh? Time moves so fast lately that I didn’t feel like Christmas.. Lately been busied by assignments.. mmmhh… I wanna feel Christmas!! The peace within it.. the good news that our Savior’s coming to this world, the thankful feeling we feel, yeah, all sort of that feeling… Where are them?

Hohohoho… just finished eatin snacks..

So, think this’s just introduction then,.. Next I’ll write about what ya? Let’s see la.. Thanks 4 reading, feel free 2 leave any comments,,
God bless u !!