my external hard disk has just fall down.
it becomes broken.
cant b used.
AAAARRGH!!!
Kamis, 05 Juni 2008
June 6th, 2008.
Middle in the night, I’m writing. Stumbled, I try to wake up. Coz I don’t know where I’m heading. I think now what I’m thinking are :
- I’m not sure if multimedia really is my way.
- Coz I don’t have enough of the talent?
- Coz I’m not creative enough.
- Coz this thing emphasize more on skill
- My brain is more capable to do other lefty things.
- My other talents better, wasted.
- See my high school results.
- I can just take short course for this.
- It doesn’t value anymore if I can’t go Japan/USA.
- Can’t learn enough here.
- Not maximizing myself
- Frustrating environment.
- Limkokwing is not good.
- I barely learn anything in 1 year.
- My brain’s not filled up and freeze. Empty.
- Pity my body. Sleep late.
- Only slacking. Lost motivation.
- I started to think I don’t really want this.
- Started to think those visual things are just visual, not real, only for fun.
- Not really useful.
- Unclear prospect.
- Low salary.
- I want to do something really having more impact in environment.
- I can do architects, economics, maths, engineer, but why this.
- Can I really help the poor ones with this?
All things are just feeling up my brain.
Feel headache.
Sad.
Help me get out of my brain and make REAL decision.
Ah.
Middle in the night, I’m writing. Stumbled, I try to wake up. Coz I don’t know where I’m heading. I think now what I’m thinking are :
- I’m not sure if multimedia really is my way.
- Coz I don’t have enough of the talent?
- Coz I’m not creative enough.
- Coz this thing emphasize more on skill
- My brain is more capable to do other lefty things.
- My other talents better, wasted.
- See my high school results.
- I can just take short course for this.
- It doesn’t value anymore if I can’t go Japan/USA.
- Can’t learn enough here.
- Not maximizing myself
- Frustrating environment.
- Limkokwing is not good.
- I barely learn anything in 1 year.
- My brain’s not filled up and freeze. Empty.
- Pity my body. Sleep late.
- Only slacking. Lost motivation.
- I started to think I don’t really want this.
- Started to think those visual things are just visual, not real, only for fun.
- Not really useful.
- Unclear prospect.
- Low salary.
- I want to do something really having more impact in environment.
- I can do architects, economics, maths, engineer, but why this.
- Can I really help the poor ones with this?
All things are just feeling up my brain.
Feel headache.
Sad.
Help me get out of my brain and make REAL decision.
Ah.
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